.

it's you.
always has been.
always will be.
from that first october evening.
that was four years ago on the 10th of this month.
incase you forgot.

there's nothing that I regret more than this last year and a bit.
I wanted to grow.
and I held myself back.
made choices that I can never take back.
most importantly I destroyed us.

It may be too late to fix that.
but I will fix me.
and hopefully she's everything you're looking for.
everything I wasn't.

I'm sorry.